Why Am I here?

I was reading this post and it was so heart wrenching that I thought about what this person was saying and it got me to think why am I here? I am here because God wanted me to be here. After all God has known me before I was born. I am here for a reason and for a purpose. Sometimes I don't know what that purpose is but I know God loves me and wants me here. Now I don't know the pain this person is feeling but when I read the post it made me ache for her. She so wants to have a child and is trying to adopt and the process you have to go through is greater than you can know. Maybe I do know my purpose because I have three wonderful children I know that was a purpose to be here so they could be born. I couldn't imagine life without them and wouldn't want to. I know I was suppose to be meant to be because I am an only child and God wanted me to be born. My husband was meant to be also even though his father had been fixed he was born anyway, why because God wanted him to be born so that he could meet me!! Sometimes people will say if there is a God why is there so much evil in this world, where is God now! God is everywhere and the evil is satan. Some people just don't have any faith and want things done when they want it done and if you know God he does get things done in his time in his way and we are just impatient about it sometimes! Some people though shouldn't have children when there are so many people out there that really want them and can't sometimes I wonder Why? Some answers only God knows and we just have to have faith and trust in him to know there is a reason for everything even when we can't understand the reasoning around it. I know there is a reason why my son and his ex-girl friend aren't getting married now when we thought it was so right, God has other plans and I just figure there is someone else out there that is the right one. Sometimes are faith is tested and there are times I have had doubts, but I keep praying and trying not to let satan get in my way and sometimes it feels like I am walking right in a really strange wind that I can hardly make it through, but when I do I know that God has helped me to face what it is I am in doubt of and knowing he is always there for me! All I have to do is ask and he will listen. I might not get the answer right away or maybe I think well maybe he was just really busy today, but I know that the answer will come in his time. So I am praying for this person on which the post I read and I hope your dream comes to you soon!