Getting Through

Well last week my husband took off of work because of his being in pain. It is a good thing he has so much vacation time. He ended up having to go in for a C.T. scan, well of course they wanted money because we hadn't made the deductable yet. He was kind of funny, he says, I guess this is the part of in sickness in for better or worse in sickness and health. I just laughed yeah I guess you could say that! I was so stressed out at work last night about taking him in today and not getting any sleep and having to go to work tonight that I just decided the heck with it and told the nurse I was taking it off and put down family emergency. He has been in so much pain and not eatting that I really have been worried about him. I know once this is all over he will be fine, but it is the waiting and getting through it all. Last Friday we went to the movies and after he said lets go out to dinner. We went to Chili's and he had order and than said I really don't feel so good I don't think I can eat, than he felt sick so he went out to the car. I felt really bad for him. When we got home he took his temp. and he was running a low grade fever so he went to bed. I hope he wasn't getting an infection. I have always been a worrier. I worry about the kids even my oldest who is out on his own I worry about my husband I worry about just everything really. I think most mom's are that way we just can't help it! I really had a hard time at work last night and I know with not getting sleep I wouldn't be the most delightful person to work with, so I probably is a good thing, but of course I feel guilty. I know I shouldn't I don't call in sick very often and I felt I needed to be here for my husband anyway. I still wish he would have made this for my day off, but I am not mad at him because I do understand he just wanted to get his done and feeling better. Even though he wasn't feeling all that good last week it was nice to spend the time together. We went to our daughters play one night and than to the movies the next, although I went to see different movie than they did. I went with my oldest son to see the watchmen which was very good. When I dropped him off at the hospital this morning he told me to go home and try to get some sleep, there is no time for sleep. Well at least I don't have to worry about work tonight!